what's keith PLAYING?

Now here's an application I was literally addicted to when I used to have my iPhone.  As you all know by now, my iPhone was stolen.  I'm not going to cry over spilled milk but I will share one of my favorite applications.  This game features 540 challenging puzzles and I am proud to say that I have completed every single one of them.  So what's this game all about?

The purpose of this game is to fit these 7 polygons...

...into an interesting puzzle like the one shown .

Tada!

Puzzle complete.

Just a fun breezy game to play with ease of use.  Only $0.99 at the App Store

Damn I miss my iPhone just as much as I miss Teon.

who just pulled keith TO THE SIDE?

********Update********
02:23 PM
Two other people made comments on my make-up today.  I overheard one of the staff members say that it looked like I was wearing a mask or at least that's what I think she said.  I barely heard her as I was walking towards the men's bathroom.  Another guy also said that my make-up was running.  It really wasn't.  He was just trying to be funny.  Nobody else got the joke.
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Yikes!

I'm at JHR and I'm walking from the bathroom to the men's day room and one of the staff members pulls me to the side.  Now the staff member is a pretty nice old lady nice and she proceeds to tell me that my foundation is a smidgen off.  Uh Oh.  Really?  I kinda figured that after using a little too much of my setting powder this morning.  According to her I need to "tone it down a little bit".  She says she pulled me to the side because she didn't want to say that too me out loud in the lobby.  So I thanked her.  Wow. My tea was clocked by a senior citizen.  I just had to share.

who wants to be keith's BOYFRIEND?

His name is Jason Scott.  He hit on me today after sleeping in the bunk next to me last night.  He wants me to be his boyfriend.  Jason is my 27 and is about my height yet slightly leaner than I.  He's not usually my type but for some reason, I can't get him off my mind.  Probably because I'm so lonely.  Anyways, I really want to get to know him and not on an intimate level.  At least not anytime soon.  Although he has asked me if he could suck my dick.  I declined his offer yet I insisted that he show me his hard-on and I was thoroughly impressed.  He's pretty well endowed.  He's definitely bigger than I.  He's also very touchy-feely, giving me excessive hugs and kisses and feeling on my booty.  I will admit that I kind of like that though.  I miss being held and just loved on.  Through it all, I hope that we can become friends.  Just maybe.

how long has keith BEEN LIVING AT THE JHR SHELTER?

Front of the Harry and Jeanette Weinberg Housing & Resource Center

6 WHOLE MONTHS

I used to not understand how one could reside at a homeless shelter for a year... two years... three years, but now I get it.  It takes time to get yourself together and time goes by fast.  I never thought I would be here this long and I have no idea when I'll finally leave for good.  I'm so tired of this lifestyle yet I keep my head up everyday.  Reading my bible doesn't seem to help either, although I still continue to read and I still continue to pray.  But is the Lord really listening?  I just don't know anymore.  I'm losing hope.  Well, I've said that many times before because nothing has changed.  My life sinks lower as time goes by.  FML.  Plus, to make matters worse, I really miss Teon. 

But I gotta drink that lonely straight cause he's No Chaser

why is keith WAITING OUTSIDE OF JHR?

******FIRE ALARM******

Apparently a guy was smoking in the men's floor bathroom and triggered the fire alarm.  So, everyone has to clear the building. 

keith, WHAT IS HER PROBLEM?

Glenda is so temperamental.  She always has been and that is one of the reasons why she will remain single until she is six feet under.  Case in point.  Today, she asked me to vacuum out the windows on the first floor.  She didn't specify which windows, but I assumed she meant the two front windows in the dining room.  Well, she meant those plus the side dining room window as well as the living room window.  My mistake.  I apologized and told her that I'll do the other windows the next time I'm there.  Here's her response...

"Never mind n u didn't do side diningrm window.  U know I'm tired n pissed.  U can wash somewhere else.  Told u how selfish u r.  U come and lay those stink add clothes out, use my computer, detergent and can't ask if I need anything else done.  Well i'l go my self , your code is out of my system.  Don't come back."  (06:49 PM)

Yeah she went off.  And that's not the first time this week.  She went off on me when I requested to visit home after I discovered my bag stolen.  And don't let me answer her text messages right away.  I'm tired of dealing with her attitude but I have no choice.  I need her even though I wish I didn't.  I wish I had your standard loving and supportive "Made for TV" moms yet my mother is a woman scorned.  I can't wait to be independent once again.  I don't know when that'll happen but I'll continue to pray on it.

Another thing I forgot to mention is that I now have health insurance, Primary Adult Care (PAC).  I got the packet in the mail today.  I have yet to read through it. 

who stole keith's BAG?

Yeah.  My worst nightmare has come to fruition.  Someone stole my bag yesterday.  Here's a picture of the bush that I hid my bag behind before my daily trip to the library and to get something to eat. 

I know what you're going to say.  By hiding my bag outside, it's only a matter of time before someone takes it.  Well, I don't want to drag my bag around everywhere I go and you know I have to take my bag with me whenever I leave the shelter. 

Now to make a long story short, I recovered my bag this morning.  I had already made plans to go home and on my way to the bus stop something told me to take a walk around City Hall, since that's where the homeless pretty much hang out.  Once I did, sure nuff, a guy had my bag.  Luckily, I didn't have to kick his ass and even if I had to I probably would have given him a pass because I really thought my bag was gone forever.  Also to my surprise, just about everything of mine was recovered except for my body wash, necklace, belt, sports bag, a few cotton rounds and swabs, and three bracelets. 

Earlier, I pondered whether my Lord was truly looking out for me and I think I've finally answered my question.  He is right beside me even through all this shit I must now go through.  Thank you Jesus for everything.

what's keith LISTENING TO?

"Now I know that I need you.  Only hope is just to see you.

Scream your name through the silence.  See your face in the distance.

Cause I'm crawling and falling,

Whatever I must do to make it back with you."

Make It Back by Lesley Roy

why is keith IN SHOCK?

Wow.  Amy Winehouse dies at the age of 27.  What a shock?  I mean we knew she was headed down that road but who knew that the inevitable would happen.  She was so young and so talented.  I've never been a huge fan of hers but my first boyfriend, Tuhir Smith, was.  I remember listening to Back To Black while rinding shotgun in his car.

R.I.P.

Amy Winehouse

"Stronger Than Me" by Amy Winehouse

what's keith LISTENING TO?

"I know I made mistakes but you think that I should pay

for what I did yesterday.  But let's live just for today.

If this world came crashing down,

Would you still hold this burden over my head.

I wish that I could say 'I'm sorry' and you believed in what I said.

I wish that we could fill this room with love instead of regret.

But there's no space for me to prove, if you won't choose to forget.

Let love in...

Can we love again?  Can we trust again?"

Let Love In by Dawn Richard