I totally identify with Chris Brooks in that he simply just can't tell his mother that he is HIV Positve. Chis claims that his mother is extremely stubborn and so is mine. Although in my case, I have yet to inform anyone not even Rick. The thing is I'm quite sure that Rick would still love me and stay with me. It's just the stigma of it all and I don't want him to look at me different. That's my biggest fear.