Tuesday, June 28, 2011

what's keith NOT WATCHING?

It's no secret that I did not catch the 2011 BET Awards.  However, according to homeboy, I don't think I missed much.  And to clock the tea on Beyonce's performance, all I have to say is one word- LACKLUSTER.


Monday, June 27, 2011

does keith HAVE WORMS?

I really do think so.  I seem fragments of what I think are worms in my stool.  If so, I've had them for quite some time now and the worm fragments only seem to be getting larger.  That might explain my weight loss during the past couple of years.

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On to better news...  According to wikipedia, 90210 was picked up for a fourth season.  I'm so excited.  I thought the third season would be the last.  Anyways, I have yet to get Season 2 on DVD.  I have so much catching up to do?

Sunday, June 26, 2011

again, is keith WORKING?

I was asked once again in the shower room, if I was working.  This time by an old grey haired Black Guy named CJ.  He asked that question only after asking if he could take me out to dinner sometime.  CJ stays in the Disability room at JHR due to a heart condition.
 
Will I take his offer?  More than likely not.  Although I'm starting to think that maybe I should get back into prostitution. I mean, why not?  It'll put a little bit of change in my pocket considering the fact that no place seems interested in hiring me.  Why not make my own job?  I'm living in a homeless shelter for Christ's sakes.  I can't go any lower than that.  Some nights I actually contemplate hanging around the MEAT RACK.  Who knows?  If I go back to slutting, you'll be the first to hear about it. 

Good night.  Sleep tight.  Hopefully no bed bugs will come out to bite me tonight.  You never know in this dump. 

Friday, June 24, 2011

was keith's SUMMONS NUMBER CALLED?

No jury duty today after all.  Luckily my jury summons was not called.  To be honest though, I could have used the $15 right about now.  On to other issues...  For the past 3 days my allergies have been killing me.  My nose is more stuffy than it usually is and I haven't been feeling 100%.  I wish I had health insurance so that I could see a doctor about my allergies.  If only I were Aladdin. 

Thursday, June 23, 2011

why's keith SITTING ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD?

Because Glenda's 1989 Honda Civic Hatchback broke down on me.  I was on my way back to the house after a visit to Walmart.  Luckily, I was only down the street from the house and I was able to get it to the side of the road.  I'm okay.  I had to walk home with my Walmart bags in tow.  I just hope it doesn't cost Glenda a lot to get it fixed.  I'm broke so I can't help her pay for the repairs.  When will my life get better?  2011 is the worst year of my life and it's only half over.  When it rains, it sure does pour, doesn't it?  On my way back to the shelter.  I have jury duty tomorrow morning, so I'm in for a long and boring Friday.

how did keith FIRST MEET TEON ERIC JACKSON?

Two years ago on this date was the day that I first met Teon.  (Or was it?  Don't worry, I'll explain later.)  So, how did we meet?  Listen up because the story begins now...

On the early, early morning of June 23, 2009, I was feeling a little horny so I had put up an ad on Craigslist looking for sex.  My ad was titled "BLACK BOTTOM ISO HUNG BLACK TOP".  Yeah, the title says it all, doesn't it?  Anyways, guess who responded?  Teon, of course.  Our email conversation went as follows:

At 02:05 AM, Teon says, "Yo wassup, hit me back".
With that message, he attached this picture:
The crazy thing is that this picture really isn't even Teon.  Although, I had no clue at the time.  By the way, Teon's real dick doesn't dissappoint.  I just thought I would plug that in.

At 02:10 AM, I replied with, "What's up?  Where u located?  U tryna travel or host?"

At 02:12 AM, he says, "Travel, I'm downtown, where u @? U live alone?".

At 02:13 AM, "I'm in Dundalk.  Yeah, I live alone."

02:14 AM, "Ok u got a face pic?"

At 05:15 AM, I responded with, "yeah.  it's attached.  U?" and I attached a cropped picture of me smiling.

At 02:17 AM, he says, "Yea it is attached, he you go..." and the following was attached:

02:22 AM, "Alright.  U comin thru?"

02:26 AM, "Yea, what's ya address?"

On a side note, while I was talking with Teon, I was also exchanging emails with James Harris, another bootycall prospect.  However, our conversation was short.  I don't think James was serious.  Anyway...

At 02:36 AM, I respond with, "6816 RedXXXX way Dundalk Md 21222".

02:38 AM, "Ok u got a phone number?"

02:41 AM, "Yeah.  410 948 XXXX.  When do you think you'll get here?"

02:43 AM, "Like 20 mins".

That was the first lie Teon ever told me.  On the real tip, it was more like an hour.

At 02:44 AM, I say, "Alright.  Call me when you get here."

02:44 AM, "Ok cool".

So, about 45 minutes later, Teon shows up at my door.  I then showed him to my room and we actually got right into it.  We took our clothes off and I went down on him for no more than 15 seconds.  We then roughed it on my bed, during which he told me that he wanted to make love and he tried to kiss me.  However, looking into his mouth, I really wasn't trying to kiss him.  I thought his teeth were disgusting.  Anyways, less than 5 minutes later, Teon pulled out and ejaculated on my face, chest and abdomen.  I remember that I was amazed by how much cum Teon had spit on me.  Let's just say Teon is definitely a sprayer.  I then told Teon to lick my nipples while I masturbated. 

Afterward, he put his clothes back on, and we began a conversation.  He told me stories of his military experience and why he chose to leave the service which I later found out was a lie.  He didn't choose to leave.  He was discharged for reasons that will remain undisclosed.  Anyway, we talked for a good while and I have to say that I really thought he seemed like a really nice guy.  I definitely wanted to get to know him more and I could tell that he felt the same. 

Soon thereafter, we had sex again.  And again I was amazed by how much Teon had sprayed on me.  It kind of turned me on.  He then helped me masturbate once again.  Afterward, I put the comforter in the washing machine because it was soaked, and then we continued talking.  And then he pressured me into giving him some more of my cookies.  I happily obliged and this time Teon ejaculated in my ass.  By the way, we never used protection during this whole fuck session. 

To sum it all up, I think that was the day I fell in love with Teon.  I just needed to know more about him.  He seemed like a sweetheart.  About a month later, we officially started a monogamous relationship.  During our honeymoon phase, Teon even used to call me "sweet potato" because he thought I was extremely nice to him.

{Other firsts for Teon and I to note-

Our first official date:  @ Broadway Diner

Our first movie:  Star Trek }

Now fast forward to June 23, 2010, our relationship was literally in shambles.  In fact, I was fighting for us while Teon had essentially given up.  He lost all hope and wanted to move on.  I, on the other hand, wouldn't give up so easily.  So, I wrote him a heartfelt letter and gave him a promise ring.  The ring I gave him was actually my high school ring.  I attended Baltimore Polytechnic Institute and graduated in 2005, if you must know.  Anyhow, do you think he even wore it?  You guessed it.  He refused to wear it partly because he graduated from City College, my high school's rival school, and I think partly because he was over me.  I can't blame him though.

And today, June 23, 2011, Teon and I practically have NO kind of relationship.  I haven't spoken to or seen him since March 4, 2011.  Now for the last month Teon has made several attempts at reaching me, however I declined to answer his calls.  Why have I ignored his calls, you ask?  Just for the simple fact that I know by talking to him will only resurface the feelings I have for him.  In addition, whenever his name pops up on my cell phone, I think about the time Teon once said, "If I won the Mega-Millions, I'd give you a million dollars to leave me alone."  With that being said, shouldn't I give Teon the pleasure of a life without me?  It's what he wants after all.  I've just about given up all hope that we'll get back together.  Don't get me wrong.  I want to be with him so bad.  He's the only man I see myself with.  But why sweat it?  I'm sure I'm like his hundredth ex-boyfriend.  He has a lot of practice at moving on.  I'm still a newbie at the heartbreak hotel. 

In the end, I know that I can only learn from this experience.  At the end of the day, it only makes me a stronger person.  And for the record, I forgave Teon for what he did.  What you did is not UnforgivableI'm at peace with my circumstances.  I'm starting to realize that its meant to be- all in the master plan.  Plus, I can't change the past.  I can only learn from it and move on.  I really love me and there are people out here that love me too.  I get it now. 

Teon, if I never see you again or ever speak to you again, I really do wish you the best.  You deserve it and so do I.

THE END

Now, why do I question whether or not Teon and I first met two years ago?  Well, it's simple, I think Teon and I were involved in a threesome on May 28, 2008.  The ménage à trois was a one night stand and to my recollection, Teon was there.  Or at least I think it was Teon.  The guy in question was unattractive, resembled Teon and was well-endowed, overweight with a hanging gut, and he also came to an orgasm fairly quickly.  All traits of Teon yet I'm not 100% certain.  Oh well, I'll probably never know for sure. 

Monday, June 20, 2011

has keith CALMED DOWN SOME?

All is well.  I found the ear cushion to my headphones this morning.  Yay!  Sorry for the rant earlier.  One problem down- another to discuss.  Bedbugs.  I just killed 3 this morning making a total of at least 10 since I've been here.  I catch them crawling up the wall as JHR turns the lights back on.  They try to make their exit after munching on me throughout the night.  They are so fucking disgusting.  The Memoirs of A Homeless Youth.  To be continued...

what's keith UPSET ABOUT?

It's official.  I highly believe that God does not love me.  That's the only explanation I can give for what's going on in my life.  What blew me off my rocker is that I just lost one of the ear cushions to one my new Skullcandy Ink'd in-ear headphones.  And I loved these headphones because the cushions blocked the outside noise.  It's like nothing I do lately ever goes right.  I'm so upset right now I don't know whether to cry, punch a hole in the wall or jump off of a cliff. 

I'm so sick and tired of things not going my way.  I don't get it.  I'm a nice person even to these goons around me.  Lord, why?  Huh?  I want an explanation.  I had a job, now I don't.  You let someone steal my iPhone 3G.  I'm quite sure I have HIV.  My wisdom teeth have been killing me for about a year now.  JHR is moving and enforcing new and uncomfortable rules.  I breakout in hives in different areas of my body endlessly scratching myself to the point of leaving permanent scars.  I have no friends.  I'm in so much debt.  No one seems to be calling me for a job interview- not even the five McDonald's locations I've applied to recently.  My bank account is almost on E.  I can't ever sleep at night and I'm restless with nothing to do all day long.

I don't understand.  I read the Bible daily and still to no avail my life seems to sink further into this shit hole.  I'm tired and fed up.  It seems like the bad guys always win.  Their out having fun while I'm stuck here trying to pick up the pieces.

I know I'm in a rage right now but I can't help it.  This recent turn of events are throwing me for a loop.  I shouldn't sweat the small stuff but it's hard when nothing is going well in your life.  Sometimes I don't get why I don't just become a prostitute or even a drug dealer.  And the sad thing is that I can't even be a good prostitute on account of the fact that I can hardly open my mouth due to my wisdom teeth.  I feel like my life means nothing to no one.  Lord, I've had it.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

what's keith ASKING?

Why do people come back to JHR or Code Blue as it is also called?  I mean some guys leave for months at a time only to come straight back to JHR.  I only ask this question after seeing this butch queen's sporatic stay here.  He was talking about this church program he was going to attend.  He even asked me to attend his church with him recently among also asking me if I was dating anyone.  Well, I look over to the left like Tweet and there he is laying on the floor sleeping.  (WTF is Tweet doing anyways these days?)

My guess is that they come back after failing out of a drug rehabilitation program.  Fail as in the drug test.  I don't know.  I wish there was a program out there for me.  If there were I would snatch it up real quick and trust me.  You will never see me at another homeless shelter ever in my life.  To be honest, if I would have forseen the fact that I would be a continued client at a homeless shelter, I would have worked so much harder.  I never thought I would be here.  Never say never.  I guess I needed a reality check. 

who's keith TEXTING?

Keith: Happy Father's Day

Teon:  Thanks, thought u weren't speaking to me...  (2:58 PM)

The only reason I wished him a Happy Father's Day is because he wished Glenda a Happy Mother's Day.  I miss him.  Why is it so hard to let go?  Like the saying goes- It is better to have love and lost than never to have loved at all.  Really though? 

I still love you Teon and I miss you so much.

P.S. Someone just handed me some off brand glitter body wash.  WTF?  I'm gay so I guess I should love the gift.  Wrong.  The only glitter I'll take in a body wash is if it's in Olay Ribbons Body Wash.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

what's keith NOT DOING?

I'm quite sure that you know that it is Day 2 of 2011 Baltimore Gay Pride and guess who's not participating in the festivities?  You guessed it.  It's nothing new for me  though.  I have yet to attend a Gay Pride event in my life.  I know.  Don't I suck?  It's because I've never had friends to go with.  Anyways, a couple of lesbians complimented me on my outfit today.  They said, "You are rockin' that outfit."  I know I was, not to be conceited or cocky.  I know I'm attractive.  I don't need anyone to tell me so.  Well, yes I do.  I love to be flattered.

Today while eating McDonald's at The Gallery, I was thinking.  Maybe I should use Paul for his money.  I'll sleep with him if he gives me $200.  I know I'm being a ho but I could really use the dough.  It's just an idea.  I don't know if I want to slut myself out.  Talk about a journey to the past. 

Enjoy Gay Pride.  I won't.  I wonder what Teon is doing?

Friday, June 17, 2011

how was keith COURT HEARING?

Today, I went to court and denied the offer presented to me which was one year probation and 24 hours of community service upon the counsel of the public defender.  So now I have a court date set for 08/05/2011.  Unfortunately I have to go through the hassle of getting a lawyer or public defender but the good news is that there are no witnesses in this case posing against me so I have a pretty good shot at winning this case.  I just want this all to be over with and have my record expunged.  To be continued...

Oh and for some reason I did not run into Paul.  Thank god.  I showed up about an hour and ten minutes late and I'm guessing he left before then.  Whew!  That was a close one.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

keith, WHO'S PUSHING UP ON YOU?

Paul just came back over here.  It turns out this his court summons is exactly the same date, time and room as mine.  So, I'll see him again tomorrow.  Why lord?  Good night for good this time. 

keith, WHO'S PUSHING ON YOU?

Guess who showed up tonight?  Paul.  Yes.  Girl, when I spotted him across the room, I just knew he would come over to me and sure nuff he did.  It's been a while since I've seen him.  He's trying really hard to get at yours truly.  He told me that his SSI benefits were approved and he'll get a lump sum of 2 stacks plus he'll get another check on July 1st.  He says that he wants to get a room with the money and he asked me to him.  Yeah girl.  At first I told him "NO" and I could tell he was a little disappointed, so eventually after his hundredth attempt, I told him that "I'll think about it."  He says he'll check up on me when his check comes.  By that time, I hope to not be here.  I mean his offer sounds really good right about now but I would be short changing myself by being with him.  He likes to get drunk and get high.  He says that he'll give all of that up for me but I told him that he should give all of that up for himself. 

And I forgot to mention that he's here because he has to be to court at North Ave in the morning.  And guess what?  So do I.  What are the odds.  I really don't feel like explaining my scenario to him.  Whatevs.  I'm so ready for bed. 

He's staring at me from across the room as I write.  You know it's funny because he asked me "Where could he find a nice, sweet boygirl?" as if he's some prize to be had because he has a little bit of money coming his way.  I told him, "We're hard to find."  Trust.  I'm not as nice as he thinks I am.  To be honest, I'm embarrassed to be seen even talking to him. 

Goodnight.  I'm in for a long day tomorrow.  I told my mother that I would mow the lawn at he Brooklyn Ave property.  I hope I remember how to get there.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

who's keith KISSING?

I kissed Eric today.  I know, right?  What was I thinking?  He has to be twice my age.  I blame it on the fact that I haven't had any in quite some time, so I'm horny as hell and in need of some affection.  He came into the shower room while I was alone several times actually.  He felt up on my body like he always does and this time I did quite a bit of rubbing on his dick.  Yeah, I'm such a slut.  He even asked me to go down on him for a sample of my oral skills.  I declined however I probably would have if I could open my mouth wide enough.  Unfortunately, I have yet to get my wisdom teeth removed so I can hardly open my mouth.  I've been having this problem since around August of last year.  Hopefully, since I'm homeless and unemployed, I'll be able to get it done for free.  But we're talking basically surgery here.  Anyways, I doubt Eric and I will ever have sex.  I don't know why I keep leading him on.  Don't forget, I'm practicing celibacy until I find my next true love or finally get back with my one true love, Teon.  This is Keith, signing off once again. 

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

where's keith GOING?

It's official.  JHR announced today that this shelter location will be closing down within the next 30 days, more than likely during the beginning of July.  Shit, the staff has no idea what the exact date is supposed to be.  I've been hearing about the new shelter since I've been here and apparently there's going to be a lot of changes at the new building.  First off, there's going to be a maximum of 250 people- 100 less than the maximum at the current facility.   Second, showers are mandatory.  Third, you can't leave your belongings in the shelter.  If I decided to leave the new shelter at any time, I'm required to take my belongings with me.  I don't know how this is going to work.  I'm going to ask mother if she'll allow me to stay at her West Lanvale Street property.  The house is just about fixed up.  I should have asked  to stay there a long time ago.  I pray that she says yes.  If not, I don't know what I'm going to do.  I don't even want to see the insides of the new shelter.  Well, except to see Mr. Eldridge Branch, one of the social workers.

Monday, June 13, 2011

who's keith CURSING OUT?

Great.  My headphones just went dead.  What is up with Apple's headphones?  I swear that I have been through at least 5 headphones.  Normally, one ear plug goes out but this time they both went dead.  FML and if Apple wasn't such a necessity to the electronic community, I would say fuck them too.

what's keith NOT DOING?

Today is June 13, 2011, the last day I was given to complete my 24 hours of community service hours.  So how many hours have I done?  Zip.  Zilch.  Zero.  I know what you're going to say.  How irresponsible of me?  The crazy thing is that I really have no excuse for not completing the community service hours.  I blame it on procrastination and sheer laziness.  I'm so disappointed in myself.  I should have done all 24 hours this past week while I was home.  The church I was assigned to was only a short walk up the street from the house.  Don't get me wrong.  I did try to make some effort to get to the church.  I would set my alarm every morning however I just couldn't force my body to get up.

So what am I going to do?  Well, my plan is to convince the courts that I was sick and I have some sort of disease or disorder.  I'm even going to go so far as to fabricate a doctor's note.  Hopefully the courts grant me another month or so to do my community service.  I can't have this conviction on my record.  It will make it difficult to get a job.  Why didn't I just do the community service in time?  FML.

Also, I just have to mention that I am officially broke.  I have about $60 to my name.  It's due in part to the fact that I've done quite a little bit of shopping lately.  Not much though.  I hope to be able to get a waiver for the $25 I owe to the community service office.  When will things get better?  Maybe they won't.  Lord, it's all in your hands. 

what's keith READING?


"If you are always straightening things, you have OCD.  If you are always eating things, you have OBCD."

Reader's Digest, March 2011
Page 185

Friday, June 10, 2011

who's keith MISSING?

I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.
I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.  I MISS TEON.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

who's keith IGNORING?

Teon, of course.  He called today while I was in the middle of reading Your Heart Belongs To Me by Dean Koontz.  04:49 PM to be exact.  I know.  How ironic?  I hit IGNORE on my phone and of course he sent a text message after the call.  Here it goes...

If u not talking to me that's fine, just want to make sure u r ok
04:51 PM
Yeah, what bullshit?  I'm guessing that since school is no longer in session he has a bunch of idle time on his hands and he just so happens to try to reach out and check on me.  He's a little too late, right?  I mean, why didn't he check on me last month or the month before when it was freezing outside?

I'm so over him.  Yeah right.  I wish I was but I'm really not.  When I went home today the first thing Glenda says as I walk through the door is "Kenny's been trying to reach you."  I said nothing as I walked up the steps to my bedroom.  She told him that I'm working now.  Well, I used to have a job- not anymore.  I hope to get my job back in about a month.  

Among other events I just so have to mention-  When Joe, one of Glenda's friends, came by the house to take Glenda to the airport, guess what Glenda says to me?  "When Joe comes in, don't go downstairs embarrassing me with that makeup on."  Yeah, can you believe it?  She really hurt my feelings and it's not like my makeup is detectable anyways.  She's just extremely insecure.  So, I was upstairs, unpacking my leather duffel bag, fading in the background as Glenda and Joe carried a conversation from two different stories of the house.  I'm not tripping, though.  All I have to say to Glenda is FUCK YOU BITCH.  And I know you all feel me on that.  Me embarrass her ugly-ass.  Her face is damn near touching the floor and she's embarrassed by me.  It's okay though.  What goes around comes around, right? 

Anyways, I won't let Glenda spoil my week in the house alone.  She doesn't know that I'm staying at the house while she's gone.  It'll be our little secret.  I'm not really overstepping my boundaries.  She just thinks that I'm stopping by the house each day to water the flowers and let Lexi out.  Yeah, and practically live here.

Alright.  In the words of B. Scott, "Double Kisses, Muah Muah".

Monday, June 6, 2011

what's keith DOING IN THE SHOWER ROOM AT JHR?

So I'm in the shower and guess who walks up to me while jacking his dick?  James.  Yeah.  He comes up to me and starts touching my nipples as well as stroking my dick while he's jacking off.  Now this was only made possible because the shower room no longer has any shower curtains.  So I'm on full display while in the shower.  Anyways, he cums in about 30 seconds and then says, "I just wanted to do that."  Interesting, right?  James makes the third guy that has masturbated to me while in the shower room.  And that's only the few incidences that I'm aware of.  Sometimes I forget how sexy I really am.  Oh and James in not well endowed like he once said.  I'm way bigger than him.  He's still fuckable though.  I will admit that he turned me on a little bit.  Now I have to jack off.  Toodles

Saturday, June 4, 2011

what's keith FINDING?

Guess what?  I found a twenty dollar bill on the ground while leaving the Enoch Pratt Central Library today.  What a blessing?  I really needed that right about now.  Who doesn't?

Friday, June 3, 2011

what's keith DOING INSIDE JHR?

It is now 01:41 PM and I'm inside.  Yay!  JHR was only shut down from about 09:30 AM to 01:30 PM.  Not too bad, right?

what's keith DOING OUTSIDE OF JHR?

It is now 01:21 PM and I still can't enter the building.  I'm waiting outside with a crowd of at least 40.  To be continued...

how long has keith BEEN AT JHR?

4 Months, 7 Days & Counting. 

Unfortunately the shelter has been shut down as we speak.  I was forced to exit the building about an hour ago.  Supposedly a female flushed clothes down the toilet and the water in the building is not working or what have you.  I don't really know the details just that the bathrooms can't be used at this time.  So now I'm stuck outside until the plumbing situation is resolved.  FML, for the millionth time. 

Another thing I also have to mention is that I realize that I'm extremely insecure without my makeup on.  You should have seen me try to apply a little bit of foundation on my face while being rushed out of the building.  I wish I had perfect skin but I don't.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

keith, WHO JUST CALLED YOU?

OMG.  Teon just called.  I hit IGNORE.  This time he also sent a text.

"Sup, just checkin on u, u were on my mind..."

And I sent NO RESPONSE.  Why am I ignoring Teon, you ask?  I don't know.  I just think it's for the best.  Remember, I'm still in love with him and he's over me.  It's just all too much.  It would be different if he was telling me what I would really like to hear.  Like, I miss you or I love you.  Yet I highly doubt I'll ever hear those words come out of his mouth.  Damn, I miss the good old days.

Good night.

has keith BEEN IN AN ACCIDENT?

Yes sir.  My first MTA bus accident.  I'll spare the details because there really are none.  A MTA van collided with the 40 MTA bus I was on.  No one was injured yet I filled out an accident report.  The bus driver says that I'll get paid.  I hope so yet we'll see.  Hearing that I might get paid was the highlight of the day after Glenda busted me at the house.  I didn't ask to go in because my phone wasn't charging for some reason and my other attempts to reach here were unsuccessful.  Another highlight though is that she's going to Florida for a second time in the span of a month and I might have the house to myself again.  Yay!
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