The strangest thing happenned today. I ran into one of my ex-boyfriends. So, here's what transpired.
So, I'm standing on the bus stop waiting for the 40 Quickbus. I was on my way back home to pick up a few things and I'm still at the house as I type. The next thing I know, this girl taps me on the shoulder and points at the direction of a car waiting at the red light. She says, "that guy wants you." So, I look and you will not believe who it was. It was Curtis Durham. Excuse me. Principal Curtis Durham. He's now a principal at a Baltimore County elementary school.
So, after a quick moment of looking stupid and acting like I had no idea who it was, I finally got in his car. He had offered me a ride. Of course, he asked why I was taking public transportation. And of course, I came up with a lie. OMG. I thought I would never see him again. Well, to be honest, I was hoping to never see him again or, at least, not until I got myself together. It's just that ever since we lost touch, my life has done nothing but spiral downhill. At least when I was with him, you know, my life was in some kind of order. I was doing pretty well for myself. And at the moment, my life is shit and he has to show up now of all times? But I will say that it was really nice to him again.
If you're wondering, Curtis and I dated from July of 2007 until about May 2008. In his car, we even tried to discuss the reason we had fallen out of touch. I said it was because he was too busy and he just had too much going on in his life at the time. He kinda disagrees. Anyways, before we departed, I gave him my new cell phone number and I even gave him a hug. Curtis is still the same sweet and sexy tedy bear he has always been. He hasn't changed a bit. In fact, he even said that I still had the same "shy" and "coy" bit going on. I guess I haven't changed much on that front either.
So, with Curtis back in my life. How do I open up and tell him exactly what's been going on with me. I mean, he thinks I still drive and that I'm living back with my estranged mother. I don't know how I'm going to break the news to him or even whether or not I will even stay in contact with him. Who knows? I would really like to see him again though. I guess, I just have to suck it up and be honest. Honesty is always the best policy, right?
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